Lonely

It's 3:00am. 11-18-12

There is nothing moving in the house. 
There are no feelings in my body but sadness.
In the distance, I hear the lonely sound of a train.
I wish I were on that train.
Taking me far away from my problems for just a little bit.
I'm so lost I feel like I can not breathe.
But I am not on that train.
I'm sitting in my living room.
Alone.
Listening to the lonely train go by.